FiNaLLy....i'M 18...(iS iT ReaLLy aLL THaT GReaT?????)

JoiNT oF THe MoMeNT: Aaron Hall - I Miss You

Today is supposed to be my BIG day, but is it really?? My day started out pretty good. When I got to school, I went to my locker and inside was some birthday gifts from my one of my BESTEST friends, Da iNFaMouS CHe... Thank you so much girl... I got so much love for yhoo, yhoo juss don't know... but yea... that was probably the high point of my day... (not saying that it was bad, cuz it was actually very good and special to me!!) After my usual routine of skipping class, I went home. I put all my many birthday presents away, all three of them (all from one person). Then I went to work... very boring... a lot of people got fired today... but I didn't... that's good =o)... but yea... when I got home, I was hoping for a message for me from *SoMeoNe*, but to my disappointment, there was none... I thought to myself, it's still early, there's still time for her to call... but still... nothing... i talked to a couple of my good friends tonite but both conversations ended up with my feeling sad and empty... but hey!! that's how my life really is!... woo hoo.. not really fun, but that's how it is... now it's getting late and still no word... i think im going to go to bed now... happy birthday me... =o\ .....

JoiNT iF THe MoMeNT: RoYCe Da 5'9" - BooM!

PHEW!!!!! DaMN... My night was juss a total rush... i'm still trippin about it... juss about died, a couple times... skidding into a metal road barrier head on while being chased by some guys in 1965 Ford Mustang was lots of fun... i really need to get some new tires, cuz my car was sliding all over the road... well.... going close to 100 MPH on a wet 35 MPH road with a bunch of turns wasn't exactly helping either, but i made it through it alive... barely.... but thanks to my MADD driving skills, i got me and mah frens home... oh well.... let's move on....

juss a lil note for my fellow blogger on this blog, MY BIRTHDAY IS ON TUESDAY, NOT ON WEDNESDAY!!!!!!! i juss thought i'd let you know that... hehehe... =oþ... (^_^)... hehehe... ok, next topic....

right now, im talking to one of my BESTESTESTEST friends in the whole world... i was juss tellin her about my night, then out of no where, she mentions how one of her friends always sends her those e-mail survey-thingies... it would be all good juss like that, except that friend of her's juss happens to be my ex-girlfriend... now she has me thinking about Her again... like how much i cared about her and how i was willing to do anything for Her, but then she juss started ignoring me and now we haven't had a decent conversation in like six months... the last time i even talked to Her was about a month ago... i've talked to Her family whenever i see them, and with them, everything seems kewl... but when it comes to Her... thats a different story... i want to talk to Her again, but i don't think that She wants to talk to me... when we were together, i was so happy... i was like never that happy since i was a lil kid... then She left... and my life has been empty ever since... i've tried to fill that void, but no matter what i do, nothing seems to make me feel as happy as i was when i was with Her... i know that i should have moved on... i tell myself that all the time, but no matter what happens and no matter how hard i try, it juss doesn't work out... whenever i try to get over Her, it juss makes me realize how empty my life is without Her... i've tried to tell Her on many occasions, but whenever i tried to tell Her how i felt, it juss seemed like She was ignoring me... i miss Her so much right now... my life juss sucks right now... i know that my birthday is coming up -n- all, but if i can have any one thing right now, it would probably to be back with RLS... =o\....

well....i'm growing very tired now, so i think that ill go to sleep now...peace out....