Hi to all you losers out there still reading this blog.... just joking...

but seriously... it hasn't been updated in over THREE YEARS, so why would you still keep reading it???

oh well.... guess i should just take that as a compliment... thank you....

p.s. I LOVE YOU MARICRIS!!!

LiSTeNiN To: BRiaN McKNiGHT - LoVe oF My LiFe (MaRiCRiS!)

Damn..... it's been a long ass time since I've been here.... i dunno what to write about in this short time dat imma be writin, so i'll make it short.... I LOVE YOU MARICRIS!!!! <3 8o) <3 Well i'm done for now... i dunno when i'll make another return.... Peace.... Quick shout out to mah best fren and mah G.A.'ed Rey Rei. i still goccha back!!

LiSTeNiN To: CHeReNe TyPiNG FaST

Well... its been a long time since i've last blogged...i know, i know... but i'm doing it now at least... im sittin here at lunch in the library next to CHeReNe cuz we dont feel like sitting around in the lunchroom... we had an earthquake today.. it was kewl..i was sitting right where i am now, on the computer in the library... lunch is almost over, so imma make it short now.... DAMN... im kinda pissed about last night.... i was on my way home from work and i was goin my regular speed, fast... but then a car turned around an started following me... next thing i know, all i see are flashing lights...SHIT... i got pulled over by the po-pers.... luckily he let me off easy an only gave me a $62 ticket, instead of over $100, so i'm kinda glad about that...well... lunch is about over, so imma stop now... maybe i'll blog again tonite... but i dunno.... peace out...

JoiNT aT DHiS PoiNT: RaKiM- GueSS WHo'S BaCK?!?

well well well.... guess who's back now?? after a 2 month break, i have returned to my blog. a lot of things have happened since i last blogged.. 1) Christmas 2) The Begining of a "new" millenium 3) Cherene got a new oOy (whom still haven't met yet) 4+) some other things that i can't recall at this moment.... other than those, my life hasn't changed much... i've kept myself busy with school and work mainly, occasionally hanging out wit frens causing madd rawkus... but the past has passed and we can just welcome the future... tolo is this saturday and i finally got a date... her name is Theresa... she's hella kewl to talk to and i guess i really like that she's an "independant" woman, but at the same time, she's like a cute lil girl... i dunno doe.... she's the kind of girl that i've always wanted to get with but never had the chance to.... should i try? or should i juss let her pass me by? right now, i'm kinda in a dilema in my love life... for the longest time, my love life was non-existant, but then i have the chance to get with someone who i feel is juss "yea"... and i'm about to make my decision, but at that point, i find out that i have a chance with someone who i would rank towards the top of my list. and now, i've kinda took a step towards hooking up with that other girl but now i wanna go for that other one..... it's all one big mess right now... i dunno what to do.... if yhoo have any word of advice, or juss wanna contact me, juss e-mail me. hmmm...... my eyes are starting to shut on me and my brain doesn't seem to be functioning normally... i think that i'll be stopping for now... im going to go to my bed and reenergize my body..... good night out there.....

JoiNT aT DHiS PoiNT: RaKiM- GueSS WHo'S BaCK?!?

well well well.... guess who's back now?? after a 2 month break, i have returned to my blog. a lot of things have happened since i last blogged.. 1) Christmas 2) The Begining of a "new" millenium 3) Che got a new boyfren (whom still haven't met yet) 4+) some other things that i can't recall at this moment.... other than those, my life hasn't changed much... i've kept myself busy with school and work mainly, occasionally hanging out wit frens causing madd rawkus... but the past has passed and we can just welcome the future... tolo is this saturday and i finally got a date... her name is Theresa... she's hella kewl to talk to and i guess i really like that she's an "independant" woman, but at the same time, she's like a cute lil girl... i dunno doe.... she's the kind of girl that i've always wanted to get with but never had the chance to.... should i try? or should i juss let her pass me by? right now, i'm kinda in a dilema in my love life... for the longest time, my love life was non-existant, but then i have the chance to get with someone who i feel is juss "yea"... and i'm about to make my decision, but at that point, i find out that i have a chance with someone who i would rank towards the top of my list. and now, i've kinda took a step towards hooking up with that other girl but now i wanna go for that other one..... it's all one big mess right now... i dunno what to do.... if yhoo have any word of advice, or juss wanna contact me, juss e-mail me. hmmm...... my eyes are starting to shut on me and my brain doesn't seem to be functioning normally... i think that i'll be stopping for now... im going to go to my bed and reenergize my body..... good night out there.....

JoiNT oF THe MoMeNT: ST. LuNaTiCS - GiMMe WHaT u GoT

hmmm.... let's see.... it's about 2:15..... i got home about 30 minutes ago.... had a very interesting night.... i'm tired.... BeKaH e-mailed me earlier tonite.... too tired to fully respond.... can't type too much.... need sleep.... but sleep is bad.... sleep makes you weak and vulnerable to evil.... need..... to...... stay...... awake....... trying........ but...... too hard........ must comply....... can't........ zZzzZzzzZzzzzZzzzzzZ.................. good night........ zZzzZzzzZzzzzZzzzzzZ................

FiNaLLy....i'M 18...(iS iT ReaLLy aLL THaT GReaT?????)

JoiNT oF THe MoMeNT: Aaron Hall - I Miss You

Today is supposed to be my BIG day, but is it really?? My day started out pretty good. When I got to school, I went to my locker and inside was some birthday gifts from my one of my BESTEST friends, Da iNFaMouS CHe... Thank you so much girl... I got so much love for yhoo, yhoo juss don't know... but yea... that was probably the high point of my day... (not saying that it was bad, cuz it was actually very good and special to me!!) After my usual routine of skipping class, I went home. I put all my many birthday presents away, all three of them (all from one person). Then I went to work... very boring... a lot of people got fired today... but I didn't... that's good =o)... but yea... when I got home, I was hoping for a message for me from *SoMeoNe*, but to my disappointment, there was none... I thought to myself, it's still early, there's still time for her to call... but still... nothing... i talked to a couple of my good friends tonite but both conversations ended up with my feeling sad and empty... but hey!! that's how my life really is!... woo hoo.. not really fun, but that's how it is... now it's getting late and still no word... i think im going to go to bed now... happy birthday me... =o\ .....

JoiNT iF THe MoMeNT: RoYCe Da 5'9" - BooM!

PHEW!!!!! DaMN... My night was juss a total rush... i'm still trippin about it... juss about died, a couple times... skidding into a metal road barrier head on while being chased by some guys in 1965 Ford Mustang was lots of fun... i really need to get some new tires, cuz my car was sliding all over the road... well.... going close to 100 MPH on a wet 35 MPH road with a bunch of turns wasn't exactly helping either, but i made it through it alive... barely.... but thanks to my MADD driving skills, i got me and mah frens home... oh well.... let's move on....

juss a lil note for my fellow blogger on this blog, MY BIRTHDAY IS ON TUESDAY, NOT ON WEDNESDAY!!!!!!! i juss thought i'd let you know that... hehehe... =oþ... (^_^)... hehehe... ok, next topic....

right now, im talking to one of my BESTESTESTEST friends in the whole world... i was juss tellin her about my night, then out of no where, she mentions how one of her friends always sends her those e-mail survey-thingies... it would be all good juss like that, except that friend of her's juss happens to be my ex-girlfriend... now she has me thinking about Her again... like how much i cared about her and how i was willing to do anything for Her, but then she juss started ignoring me and now we haven't had a decent conversation in like six months... the last time i even talked to Her was about a month ago... i've talked to Her family whenever i see them, and with them, everything seems kewl... but when it comes to Her... thats a different story... i want to talk to Her again, but i don't think that She wants to talk to me... when we were together, i was so happy... i was like never that happy since i was a lil kid... then She left... and my life has been empty ever since... i've tried to fill that void, but no matter what i do, nothing seems to make me feel as happy as i was when i was with Her... i know that i should have moved on... i tell myself that all the time, but no matter what happens and no matter how hard i try, it juss doesn't work out... whenever i try to get over Her, it juss makes me realize how empty my life is without Her... i've tried to tell Her on many occasions, but whenever i tried to tell Her how i felt, it juss seemed like She was ignoring me... i miss Her so much right now... my life juss sucks right now... i know that my birthday is coming up -n- all, but if i can have any one thing right now, it would probably to be back with RLS... =o\....

well....i'm growing very tired now, so i think that ill go to sleep now...peace out....

CouNTDoWN: FouR DaYS uNTiL LeGaLiZaTioN!

JoiNT oF THe MoMeNT: Wu-TaNG CLaN - GRaVeL PiT

...ok ok ok... I think that after multiple attempts to create an "Acceptable" blog, I think that I'll keep this one. Why this one and not the previous one i said that statement?? Basically, it's because I'm too damn lazy... and also because my partner in crime will be on my blog team for this. Who is my partner in crime you ask? This person goes by many alias... Da iNFaMouS oNe... SHoRTy... Rei ReY... Da SMaRT i... CuTie... NERD (j.p.)... & CHe juss to name a few... but all in all, the one name that best fits this person is CHeReNe!!!!! i love her to death... without her, i wouldn't be who i am today... Cherene... I LOVE YA GIRL!!!! well, i guess that will do it for tonite...errr...this morning.... damn it's late, i mean early.... SLEEP..... SLEEP IS GOOD..... SLEEP IS WHERE I SHOULD BE..... good night....good morning....whatever the heck u want it to be... whatever it is, PEACE OUT!